Each period of different work I have undertaken in this path takes promising leads and other stages where comes the question, ¿did I move?.
Never got the answer, then the way I've found to support my effort is this: if I don't my daily spiritual work, at the end of the day I feel "it's a lost day."
It is very strange as our planes of existence are related ... the body seeks its own satisfaction or need and struggle to stay away from vices ... the mind seeks to learn, entertain, also has his struggle against the ego and against of what away from good habits, values ??and virtues, and on the other hand, the soul seeks to evolve, vibrate higher, closer to the light of God.
It is not easy to reconcile all this.
But I realized one day that the body manages to accept the plans of the mind, then if I keep my mind on a good path the body makes its way regardless of the effort is to perform. But also when I can put the mind to serve the soul, and managed to maintain my daily work on my spiritual path, my mind rests
in peace and this is their grand prize.
When my restless mind is placed in conflict with everything, when I lose my connection to my soul, things go wrong.
There is no action performed only on the desires of the mind that lead to peace, to be well beyond a short time. A very concrete example I've seen and experienced in relationship with others, and especially with my partners in this life, when the mind and body guide the relationship, that relationship is doomed to failure, when the relationship is guided by the soul relationship grows, gets stronger and is an infinite pleasure.
Each spiritual work that I achieve, always left me the gift to feeling better.
So ... What matter how much progress towards my goal? the mere fact of feeling good and more peaceful is enough. And precisely to feel good is the basic requirement to continue to make further spiritual work.
You can not make any spiritual work if you do not feel in harmony doing so, I can not recite a mantra, say a prayer if I'm thinking of something else that get me away from that meditative state.
Those days when energy is low, that anything seems a huge effort is a sign that my soul is warning me that I have not done anything to raise my level of vibration, it is because I lack the energy that I feel this way .. .
Hence there is the reason to work daily on a spiritual journey, no goals, first of all work on me and those days when I managed to do a good job ... then I think about goals.
Today my attempt is to raise my energy by thanking to life for all I could understand that I need to be grateful, I trying to honor God as best I can.
I give great importance to care all relations with everybody, without judging, or at least I try.
Daily I struggle to accept that there is a time to every process of life and ther is not my anxiety who's going to accelerate or even more for my spiritual evolution.
I do my best to remember to honor the living energy of all that surrounds us, if I can not understand or accept another human being, if I succeed I give my blessing and let him aside ...
I try to be generous in sharing with others, stay away from the attitude of "doing business" and to get more of others than how many I give...
Finally I work to offer these items at all, although it is not easy to maintain a high level, although not receive a response, although not receive anything in return, what matters and that comforts me is to deliver the best of me, generously and that makes me feel good.
A hug to those who read me, Paul Barbé
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